Hi Peeps been a long time. I've been busy had to update you guys. Right now things are stressful. I am really tired. My journey so far when I look back has been very hard. I can not believe I am still here. Life has not gone the way I planned but I still thank the Lord for his mercies. I have been in and out of hospitals been disappointed . What else lost my dad and had my daughter in the past 10yrs.
I am not fulfilled. My goal is to go to pharmacy school but I am focusing on nursing as well. I am thinking about my schedule for my little one and the pharmacy route might not help me.
I don't really like nursing but I am scared I might not make it in pharmacy. I have good reason to be scared. I have been in school for a while and had my daughter before I finished school. Every time graduation time comes up something blocks it. I've prayed till I don't know what but it's been difficult. Everyone around me has finished school even kids that were never even in school when i started have left me behind. My friends are all done with their masters. Life is funny, I am not the so called drop out. Not one person who knows me would think I'd still be in school at this time. I am very discouraged and more or less the laughing stock. People around me are like oh when r u graduating ah ah. so we can do yours too. It's so humiliating for jobs I am overqualified for because of my experience they don't even look at my resume twice because I have no BS. I pray God gets me out of this bondage. It's like my life has been stagnant for 10yrs and everyone is passing me by. My life has been tough but I'll share them someday when I am at peace with the situations I've been in.
it's very discouraging when you ask God for something and you don't get it. I have asked God to help me with my career and the more I pray it seems the stumbling block increases. I need you guys to pray for ease of passage for me. It's not been easy. I feel a little better venting now. There is so much on my chest right now. I'll let it off in due time.
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